I found this article somewhere over the net, and it practically summed up what I wanted to say about our forever so adorable sleepyhead PM, which is “The pot is calling the kettle black”.

Rakyat never violated the Rukunegara  by Edmond R
In his latest salvo against dissenting Malaysians, Prime Minister Abdullah Ahmad Badawi labeled the deliberate attempts to create negative perceptions of uneasiness and distrust in the people via SMS and internet as treachery.

He claimed that these people have blemished the principles of the Rukunegara. Since primary school we were taught about the concept of Rukunegara and its five guiding principles towards the formation of a united and harmonious Malaysia.

But one question that puzzles me until today is that – if the Rukunegara is so important, why is it relegated to the back cover of our exercise books when instead it should have been printed in the front page?

Such is the mystery that surrounds our National Ideology that it has become as mysterious as the disappearance of our famous bipolar private investigator P Balasubramaniam. But that’s beside the point of this letter.

The reason we are here today is to analyse our prime minister’s accusation that the views and writings in our blogs are treacherous. This is a serious allegation indeed and one which I am sure the majority of us bloggers find disdainful. If the prime minister believes that exposing the truth behind the misdeeds of the ruling government is treason, then let the real truth be told!

Let us cherish our school days once again as we raise our right hand and recite the Rukunegara. This time, we shall compare who are the people who have blemished these sacred vows for the past fifty years – the rakyat or the government?

Belief in God – Kepercayaan kepada Tuhan

Malaysians are generally very religious people and religious festivals are celebrated with zest amongst the people. Religious harmony does exist at this level of society and celebrations are usually inclusive and participated by everyone regardless of their beliefs.

People who truly believe in God are respectful of other religions and they rejoice in their neighbour’s celebration of spirituality. People who truly believe in God do not go around knocking down temples and stop the construction of religious symbols.

People who truly believe in God do not need to create their own brand of their religion and sell it to the Malaysian public as part of their political gimmicks.

Loyalty to King and country – Kesetiaan kepada Raja dan Negara

The people have always been loyal to the King and country. In fact during the recent political turbulence, the people have been turning to His Majesty The Yang Di Pertuan Agong and Their Majesties the Sultans for inspiration and reassurance. The stability and neutrality of this apolitical institution is important towards the protection of the people’s rights.

On the other hand, there were disagreements between the federal government and the palace in two states concerning the appointment of the chief ministers following the March 2008 general election. And going back two decades ago, the government voted to change the constitution in order to restrict the power of the monarchy.

Upholding the constitution – Keluhuran Perlembagaan

Malaysians regard the country’s constitution as the highest document that protects our rights. Everyone considers the constitution as sacred and should be upheld at all times.

Unfortunately, our constitution has undergone so many changes since Merdeka that it is now barely recognisable. The people didn’t do that. It was the government who altered it throughout the years to facilitate their strangle hold on power.

Sovereignty of the law – Kedaulatan Undang-undang

The political tsunami that hit the ruling party created so much instability amongst the parties in the ruling coalition that the government is on the brink of chaos.

On the other hand, we, the law-abiding citizens of Malaysia continue to go about our daily chores in peace. There are no nation-wide street riots. There is no anarchy. Although faced with rising fuel prices and its consequential hardships, the people of Malaysia still believe in the sovereignty of the law.

Good behaviour and morality – Kesopanan dan Kesusilaan

Politicians and leaders should lead by example and in order to do that, they should strive to be wholesome and pure. They should be hard working and be concerned about the welfare of the people. They should be free from corruption and nepotism.

However, just look at the names listed below. I shall not comment on what they did because the names speak for themselves.

Dr Chua Soi Lek, Zakaria Md. Deros, Rahim Noor, S Samy Vellu, Balkis, Persatuan Bunga Tanjung…

The prime minister should do his homework first before commenting on issues which are sensitive to the people’s hearts. Charity begins at home, and so does cleaning your own compound.

People who stand up for their rights are not treacherous. Malaysians are, in fact, practicing the principles of the Rukunegara by voicing out their concerns for humanity, justice, equality and peace.

The prime minister should stand in front of a huge mirror and look at his own government first before accusing us of blemishing the nation’s ideologies.

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It’s weekend, and practically sick from my own cooking, I decided for a mamak breakfast. Over my cuppa ice tea while the chinese school nearby playing their usual morning national anthem, Negaraku. I found myself pondering at the lyrics as the anthem was aired. I no longer felt the guilt that I used to have when I was younger if I did not stand up straight to respect the national anthem. Silently, deep inside, I wonder why.

Negaraku, tanah tumpahnya darahku (Is this still my country? It’s full of foreigners and illegal immigrants. I can no longer walk around feeling I’m truly in Malaysia. I felt so foreign in my very own country.)

Rakyat hidup, bersatu dan maju ( Some rakyat maybe are ‘united’ to get what they want, but we’re definitely not moving forward or developing, be it our mindset or our physical development. I can’t honestly say we’re all united. Just look at the government and Malaysian politics now. Fractions of political beliefs is everywhere.)

Rahmat bahagia, Tuhan kurniakan, raja kita, selamat bertakhta ( The Kings and Queens may sit on the throne, safe and sound, but the voices of the politicians seems to be louder than our Kings. And the previous qualms about who should be Menteri Besar in Perlis and Terengganu ; The King’s choice or PM’s choice. I was shocked that there are certain group of people who dares to questioned the King’s choice over who should be Menteri Besar. And they dare to protest, even. At that moment, one was left wondering, has the rulers has lost their rights to voice up their opinion? Or the PM simply wants to show his own power and challenge the rulers? After all, he did put up some resistant in the Terengganu and Perlis MB issue, though he had to relent to the king’s choice nevertheless after some period of time. With politicians bahaving like this, I wonder if most of the politicians in Malaysia these days truly ‘setia kepada raja’. They seems to be serving themselves and their savings account than serving the citizens and the rulers)

Cleffairy: Daulat tuanku! Semoga Tuhan mencucuri rahmat dan limpah kurniaNya terhadap kamu dan rakyatmu. Semoga pihak kerajaan membuka mata, hati dan telinga untuk mendengar rintihan rakyat dan melakukan apa yang terdaya untuk memajukan Malaysia dan memartabatkan nama negara di mata dunia.

I took this article from The Star Malaysia 11th July 2008,

KUALA LUMPUR: Deputy Prime Minister Datuk Seri Najib Tun Razak will never become Prime Minister, former Prime Minister Tun Dr Mahathir Mohamad said.

Writing in his blog chedet.com, Dr Mahathir predicted that more accusations would be thrown at Najib to put him down until he would be deemed unfit to serve as Deputy Prime Minister.

“Someone who is considered more loyal to Datuk Seri Abdullah Badawi will be replacing him (Najib). However, the replacement candidate will not take over the top post in 2010 as he is inexperienced.

“Abdullah will be more than willing to remain in the post until the 13th general election,” wrote Dr Mahathir.

He also wrote that Abdullah did not practise what he preached when he gathered Umno division leaders and told them not to challenge him for the presidency.

“As usual, as in Umno administration under Abdullah, when a directive is given to obstruct an action, the president does not see himself subjected to it,” he said, adding that Najib would be assured that there would be no challengers for his job.

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I’ve been having sneaky suspicion that Datuk Seri Najib Tun Razak will not be replacing Pak Lah ever since Pak Lah’s maniacal son in law is made a ‘popular item’ in UMNO.  You see, Khairy is quite a popular lad, especially with those street youth that’s almost everywhere in Malaysia. Imagine the power he has over all of those mat rempit and what he can do with them. He have the power to influence these people to do almost anything he asked of them. I shudder to think of the consequences when he finally decided to use his pawns.

These days, I can no longer respect Najib for his contributions in Malaysian Armies and Defense, as it is hard to respect him as a strong and capable general when he is going around like a weak wounded kitten, denying accusations thrown to him as well as behaving like a ‘mess cleaner’ to the mess that Pak Lah made. Actually, frankly speaking, someone is slowly benefiting with all of the Anwar vs Najib issue, and it’s definitely not Anwar.

I agree with Tun Dr. M that Najib will not be PM, and to me, even if he did, he’ll only be inheriting the collateral damage and mess from Pak Lah’s reign. Let’s say  he did become PM, and wants to repair the damage and mess that has been made, it will not be all easy and rosy in Bolehland. To me, it doesn’t matter who is to be PM after Pak Lah, because the damage that has been done is almost irreversible, and it’s hard to gain trust from the public, since BN has been doing nothing but having scandal and ‘punishing’ the citizens for their huge loss in the previous general election. If the next PM is not from UNMO, one should wonder what strong  BN (UMNO) supporters is going to do to make the new PM’s career a living hell.

 Cleffairy: I wonder why Tun Dr. M did not make any of his sons a popular BN lad and even forbids them to even be active in politics while Pak Lah introduces his ‘Bapak of Mat Rempit’ son in law immediately after he takes the PM’s helm.

This article was taken from The Star Malaysia, 9th July 2008,

THE police will investigate claims that budget hotels in Klang are being used to film couples having sex before selling the footage to pornographic VCD and DVD sellers.

Klang OCPD Asst Comm Mohamad Mat Yusop said police had not received any reports of rooms at budget hotels in Klang being fitted with hidden cameras to capture couples in action before this.

“The report in the Malay daily is the first that we have heard of such incidents taking place and since it is illegal to have such cameras in hotel rooms we will definitely carry out investigation soon,” he said.

He said fitting rooms with cameras without the knowledge of the occupants was a serious offence as it was an invasion of privacy.

He said the making and selling of pornographic VCDs and DVDs was another offence and the police wanted to put a stop to it if the claims were true.

He said police would also interview the journalist who wrote the article to shed more light on the matter and assist in investigations.

It was reported in a Malay daily yesterday that some budget hotels in Klang had special rooms fitted with hidden cameras placed in the television set and the air-condition unit.

The DVDs and VCDs were sold for between RM10 and RM18 each and featured mostly teenagers and students from institutions of higher learning.

The journalist, who claimed to have gone undercover and spoken to some hotel owners, wrote that a 23 volume set of DVDs of the sex romp was worth up to RM3,000, besides the royalties on each copy sold.

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I would agree that placing a hidden camera or CCTV in a hotel room, be it budget or expensive hotel room is a breach of privacy, and the authorities should do something about it. But I do not agree wholeheartedly that the ‘pornstars’ did it unwillingly or unknowingly. At least, most of them starred in a pornmovie willingly. They are paid to do so at quite a price, and I speak this from experience. But of course, there are victim like our beloved jiggly Chua Soi Lek, some are pure victims.

Having studied in a college where ‘openess’ and ‘bitchiness’ is considered the ‘in’ thing, I’ve heard a talk or two about coursemates/classmates involving in such activities WILLINGLY for the sake of cash. It’s not that they are desperate and forced to sell themselves to survive, it’s just a mere need to live in luxury. Now, isn’t this scary? The parents send their daughters/sons to study away from home, and hoping that they will be a better and sucessful person, but they’re doing hanky panky things instead behind their parent’s back? What’s scarier, these people are usually pretenders, and behaves like a saint in front of their family, and their family would never suspect a thing about their rendezvouz.

I recalled some of their conversation when I read that particular article. I was answering nature’s call or something in the toilet after some gruesome lecture( I can’t reallt remember why I was in the toilet in the first place, because I loathe the lecturer…haha, maybe i was just taking a break from her freaky tweety-bird choking voice!). I was quite surprised, actually, as the voices are eerily familiar.

Scene- Toilet

Student Y: Wanna go to a naked slash? This weekend, usual place.

Student X: Cannot lah! I’m gonna need to do it again this weekend, and boy, I hope this time it won’t be some old man who can’t have his dick stands up, it turns me off…Imagine lah! He asked me to masturbate with a dildo while he desperately shakes his soft thingie to make it stand up! And he’s at it for so long!

Student Y: You want to do it again? But why? Did’t you get your RM4000 two days ago? Now you want to act in their movies again?

Student X: Aihh, what to do? I spent the Rm4000 on makeup and makeover the other day. I’m getting really old-fashioned, you know? My daddy got a new girl, and he hardly spoil me anymore…

Student Y: Get a new daddy lah! You stupid only what? Look at me, I have a few daddies at the same time.

Student X: Duh! I don’t dare have so many daddies at the same time already, abit tiring you know. Sometimes they want to spend the whole weekend with me. I get sore lah! the lube won’t help also! Acting is better, sometimes if you’re lucky, you can get a real steady guy on the bed! The pay also higher! If you go for daddies alone, you also allow them to take your pictures, but they don’t really pay you for the picture… better go act what?

Student Y: Hmm, interesting. Who is the ‘producer’ intro lah! He need alot girls anot?

Student X: He is recruiting more, but he want wild girls only!

The voices faded away as Cleff’s memory started to rot. Haha.

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So…from this conversation alone we know that there’s alot more out there that do it willingly, and I doubt the police can do much about the filming or sexual acts, as most of these acts, are not done in hotel rooms alone. Some are done in the security of the producer’s home, or places that’s so ‘innocent’ that you’ll never suspect that there are wild things going on in it.

I applaud the autorities for wanting to take action on this matter, but they’re definitely in need of good luck.

If there’s an issue that pissed me off to no end is the new whoring machines installed all over KL, fucking the money out of our pocket. The fucking notice board is very well hidden from the view, and I’ve taken the time  to find the notice board, only to find it’s hidden in a small corner of the road. Imagine what could have happened if someone were to missed the notice, thinking that it’s okay for them not to pay the compulsory RM0.50 per hour parking rate. They could very well been issued a summons of RM300, just for not paying the fucking machine.

This one is not taken from a city area…this notice board is taken from a student area, near Tunku Abdul Rahman College. Maximum you can pay at one go is for 3 hours, which is RM1.50. Let’s say there are students who goes to college by carpooling(I’ve seen many of these) and their class is well, more than 3 hours, are they expected to rush out of class or exams just to feed these whores so that they can be spared the RM300 summon ticket? How about the working people who are expected to  rush out of office in the middle or piling work or meeting so that they too, can be spared the pains of loosing RM300? Even if the DBKL wants to charge people for fucking their car, should they not make it more convenient for the people? Let’s say, one can pay for unlimited hours, or implementing the monthly pass that is cheaper. So far I haven’t see anywhere I can obtain a monthly fucking pass.

OMG, when can this nonsense stop? Frankly speaking, RM0.50 per hour is way too much for me, especially when there’s no roof over the car and no security. If you pay the parking fees everyday, what’s the total amount that you paid by the end of the month? For me, it’s RM90, and I’m resenting this every damn day, because I can’t avoid it… I’m forced to pay because I have no other way to reach my office besides personal transport. AND, I have to pay the fucking machines RM4.50 per day… and, I truly loathe the hassle of having to rush down from my office just to pay the fucking machines so that I’ll be spared my RM300. Trust me, the DBKL people are so hardworking in finding cars that do not pay for fucking…there’s there almost all the time! Ah… fuckers and suckers who loves to make other people’s life miserable.  A colleague of mine was issued the summon, while another one is forced to treat the DBKL officer Starbucks and Coffee Bean. I shudder to think that soon it’ll be my turn.

I’m more worried of this fucking issue more than whose backside is being stabbed with bananas. Sadly, nobody seems to care. Why no one is doing anything about this? If one do the math, the DBKL really earn like hell. Where the hell did all the money go? Why are we not told where the money from this fucking machines go? How do they intend to use the money for the benefit of the citizens? Does anyone have any idea?

I’m really feeling the pinch of the current state of economy where my money value seems to drop, that is no doubt, and I’m willing to bet that many more people  out there is in agreement with my statement. Everyone is suffering-well, not everyone, I guess, the people ‘up there’ obviously is not suffering. They still have a place to call home and probably feast around every now and then.

I’m supposed to go on a business trip this coming Thursday, and being a cheapskate, I decided to stock up some food so that I can eat them in the hotel room when my stomach rumble.

I did some shopping in the nearest mini mart last night, and when I see I’ve gotten everything that I needed, I carry the stuff and walked to my car. Then I saw something, or rather someone, that made my heart almost stop a beat. Saw what, you ask me? No, this time it’s not some mat rempit, accident or even some horny teen’s PDAs, but an old lady, picking up various recycleable material so that she can sell them so that she can make some money with them. The lady was bald.

Being a nosy and curious person, I went to her and make a conversation with her, asking why is she on the street at that hour, picking up those recyleable stuff when she can do it earlier. (It’s almost 11 pm that time). Then, she told me, if she do it earlier, people, especially young teenagers will give her odd looks, and jeer her. Some even will empty cans at her and ask her to pick up  just for fun. I was silenced for a moment, shocked at her words. In the back of my mind, I thought to myself, how could someone treat other person that way? She may be picking up rubbish to earn her living, but to me, there’s nothing wrong in that. She is not stealing or doing something illegal.

Then I asked her where she live, and she told me that she’s homeless, because she can no longer afford to pay her rent starting this month, as her landlord has decided to raise the rent, telling her that the cost of living is too high and can no longer afford to let her rent the room that she used to live at a low price anymore. Again, I was silenced. Then I asked her why is she bald, and whether she is suffering from some sort of sickness or something, then came the answer that left my mouth open. She shaved them away, so that she will not get any ‘kutu’, and it’s more hygienic being bald since she can’t afford to bathe often.

 Could it be that the petrol price has hit everyone this badly? Obviously, yes. Some people are even thrown on the street to fend for themselves, and there’s not much they can do about it, because the government is too busy politicking instead of doing something for the citizens who are suffering.

I told myself that I could not afford to give her money, because I have spent most of the money with me for food. Feeling awfully sorry for her, I stole a glance at the stuff that I bought, and handed her a large loaf of bread that I bought from the Mini Mart, hoping that it could help her, but to my surprised, she refused it, telling me that she’s not a beggar. However, I urged her to take it anyway; telling her that I bought extra. After awhile she reluctantly took it and thanked me for my kindness, and told me that she could not thank me enough, and the bread I gave her would probably last her for days.

 My heart melted instantly. Almost everyone says thank you to me on daily basis, and I doubt that they even meant what they said, but this lady, her thank you made me want to cry. A loaf of bread made her thank me profusely. This must have meant something more, which I suspect that two meals a day for her is a luxury.

Seeing her situation, I thanked god that even though I’m struggling with the current state of economy, I’m still not jobless or even worst, homeless. I felt nothing but wanting to scream to those POLITIC KING “OI, FUCKERS, YOU ALL DEAF IS IT? People are thrown homeless, and do you even care? No, you’re busy figuring out who is screwing whose asshole!”

The government says they are doing their best to ‘berkhidmat untuk rakyat’. Like hell you are. If you really ‘berkhidmat untuk rakyat’, people won’t be left homeless. So get your backside working and do something for these people, who need help more than ever!

I really hope I can do something to help the homeless, because I know the government probably will turn deaf ears and blind eyes towards these kind of ‘small matter’, but I do not know how. Is there a certain charity body that can help the homeless? Or places that gives free meals for the sake of charity every now and then?  The old lady is probably one out of many that’s homeless in KL and around Malaysia, and I hope some charity body can do something to address this matter. Only god knows how many old man, women and children are homeless out there!

The article below was taken from The Star Malaysia 6th July 2008,

KUALA LUMPUR: The nephew of private investigator P. Balasubramaniam has lodged a police report expressing worry that his uncle, aunt and their three young children have gone missing and been un-contactable since Friday morning which is “highly unusual.”

The 27-year-old R. Kumaresan who is Balasubramiam’s late sister’s son said he and his uncle’s family are very close and contact each other almost on a daily basis.

 R. Kumaresan, nephew of P. Balasubramaniam, holding the police report he made at the Brickfields police station expressing worry that his uncle, aunt and their three children have gone missing.

He said he last spoke to his aunt, S. Sentamil, (Balasubramaniam’s wife) on Thursday after the private eye had released his first statutory declaration at the PKR headquarters in which he alleged Abdul Razak Bagindahad told him that the Deputy Prime Minister had a sexual relationship with Altantuya Shaariibuu.

“She sounded normal then. I asked her to call me if anything went wrong,” he said Saturday after lodging the report at the Brickfields police station here.

However almost immediately after his uncle issued the second statutory declaration in which he retracted the first one, Kumaresan said he tried to reach his uncle and aunt many times but they did not pick up his calls.

“This is very unusual and has never happened before. I am very close to my uncle. There is no way they will simply cut off contact with me, ” he said adding that he was very concerned about their safety.

Abdul Razak who is being charged for abetting in the murder of Altantuya in 2006 had earlier hired Balasubramaniam as his private eye because he said the Mongolian translator had been harassing him (Razak).

Balasubramaniam was one of the witnesses who had testified in the Altantuya murder case.

Kumaresan said when his uncle and aunt went incommunicado after the second statutory declaration, he went to their house in Rawang to check and saw their car was still there but the two dogs had not been fed or given water.

He said neighbours told him that his aunt had broken her normal routine to pick up the neighbour’s children from school at noon which was very unusual.

Kumaresan also said he and his brother, Segar, called up all their relatives and friends but nobody knew his uncle, aunt and the children’s whereabouts.

He did not believe that his uncle and family had gone into hiding because “I’m sure they would have picked up my calls”.

“I don’t think a person is going to hide because of a simple thing (like a statutory declaration).”

He said he wanted the police to inform him if they had detained his uncle and the family or what happened to them.

Kumaresan also disclosed that on July 1 after his uncle had prepared first statutory declaration (two days before it was released at the PKR headquarters), his uncle had met and given the original copy to his brother for safekeeping.

“He asked my brother, Segar, to show it to me and asked us to just wait and see and watch the TV because he (Balasubramaniam) was going to give a press conference.”

“I’m not sure why he gave it to me. I think he gave me the copy (original statutory declaration) because it was against the Deputy Prime Minister,” he said.

To a question, he said, his uncle did not give him instruction what to do with the statutory declaration should something have happened to him prior to its release.

He also said his uncle made no mention that his life was in danger.

To a question, Kumaresan admitted that his uncle had spoken to him a number of times about the Razak-Altantuya case.

Kumaresan’s lawyer, N. Surendran, who was present at the police station said the authorities must inform the next of kin if they had “detained” Balasubramaniam and family and “return them to their loved ones.”

“After the statutory declaration implicating the Deputy Prime Minister in a very serious manner, the sudden loss of contact is extremely worrying,” he said.

PKR information chief Tian Chua who was also present at the police station said it was very puzzling that Balasubramaniam and family had gone missing after a very sensitive accusation was made.

He said this emphasised the need for a Whistle blowers and Witness Protection Act so that people who are in a vulnerable situation should be protected.

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I wanted to refrain myself from commenting on the Anwar vs Najib asshole match, but the match is getting too fishy that I can’t help giving my two cent. As far as I’m concern, the politicians are just diverting Malaysians attention from the REAL problem in Malaysia which is the future of all Malaysian in the current state of economy and how the issue should be addressed.

The idiots, the deaf and the blind VVIPs are doing nothing concerning the citizens now, perhaps, this is the purpose of all these nonsense? Perhaps not. Maybe the high action horror flick did happened after all. I have reasons to believe that Najib did kill Altantunya more than before, seeing how things are progressing these days.

First Bala made the first SD, giving all the dirt about Najib and Altantunya, then he retracts them within 24hr after the first SD made public by the press, replacing the first SD with the second one, claiming that Najibhas nothing to do with Altantunya in his second SD. On top of that, Mr Bala claimed that the first SD was made under duress. Oh, come on, who are you trying to fool? From the looks of it, it’s the second SD that was made under duress. Why else would a guy made a statement and retract them in such a short notice? I’d say he was threatened…directly or indirectly. Just look at the SAPP MPs, they were about to table a vote of no confidence, but was called home because their family was threatened and dreaded for their safety. Hey, who wouldn’t?

I bet Bala was terrified at the prospect of him and the rest of his family being barbequed alive! *drumrolls*

And now, Mr Bala and his missus is missing, and cannot be contacted. Huh, what the hell? I believe the question here, is, where did he and his wife go, and why did they go? They are obviously not under any witness protection program or something, so is there any possibilities that someone has taken them somewhere to keep their mouth shut? Najib’s doing? Police’s doing? Anwar’s doing?

Well, we will have to wait until Bala is found and give us some dirt about his little rendezvous. I can’t say I’ll believe whatever Bala said when he finally decided to appear again, but one thing for sure, he did not suddenly decided to have a second honeymoon with his wife, seeing the hot soup he is in right at the moment.

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Cleffairy   : I thought it’s wrong to kill someone?

Devil Cleff: Only if you’re not strong enough to avoid punishment

Cleffairy   : But Momma said it’s wrong to kill…?

Devil Cleff:Believe what you want, child!

There’s a moment of silence as Cleffairy ponders.

Cleffairy   : I believe you !

I am not a racist. My best friend, and my other half is not the same race and ethnicity as  I am. And I always fit in better with people who are not same race, ethnicity or religion with me. I try as much as I could to learn and respect others’ religion as well as their traditions, and I love doing it. When people ask me,what is my race or my ethnicity, I would simply reply, ” I am a Malaysian” or “Bangsa Malaysia”. I have been doing so since I came back from Coventry, at a tender age of 7.

When people talked about ketuanan Melayu, I would say ” Apa? Kalau orang Melayu dikira sebagai ‘tuan’, kaum lain tu, hamba ke? Tak, kan?”

When people say Chinese stinks because they eat pork, I would reply “Well, at least they know how to make money, no matter how stink they are. Some provide alot of working opportunities, and they are hardworking. You should learn their good traits, see, how many tauke they are in Malaysia.”

When people say Indians have black skin and feels uncomfortable to be around them I’ll shoot them off by saying “Why don’t you go drag that feller and have an X-ray…see if the Indian feller’s bone is also black.”

I am proud of Malaysians abroad. If you go to Malaysian Hall, there is no Malay, Chinese or Indians…they are one…MALAYSIAN. They are much more united than the ones in Malaysia. To me, everyone in Malaysia is an equal. What differentiate them is how they carry themselves and portrays their personalities to the world.

But… these few years, I’ve developed certain annoyance and hatred towards other races though I regard Malay,Chinese and Indians or other races who have Mykad as the same. I’m such a racist bitch when it comes to foreigners and illegal immigrants. Tourists and travellers, and those investors, I can tolerate, and I would gladly promote what Malaysia have to offer when I encounter them every now and then.

I loathe foreigners and illegal immigrants now. I view them with utter disdain. I know some of the people who read this will gladly flame me, but I don’t care. I really cannot help it. I used to hold no grudge towards them, until I did more observation and realized with horror that they did more damage and harm than good to our country. Foreigners, be it Bangladeshi, Indonesian, Siamese, Arabians, Sudanese or Nigerian, I hate them all. I say this not just because my favourite pair of shoes was stolen last night, but because of their attitude.

Hey, it’s not just any shoes. It’s a very comfortable Scholl sandal that I bought 5 years ago and I was still wearing it until it was stolen. I am not a shoe fetish kind of person, when I buy shoes, I wear them until they are completely worn out and cannot be possibly worn anymore. To me, comfort comes first, and I don’t give a damn if my shoes does not match my clothes. At most, I only have 2  pair of shoes at home- one pair of shoes, one bata slipper, and I was completely pissed when the shoe thief stole my shoes. I even saw that feller. A Nigerian bastard! I was left with no shoes to wear! Imagine wearing a bata slipper to office. Sucker! Argh! The shoes was worn out, and they still wanna steal it! FUCKER!

Okay, back to the topic, I am straying. These foreigners and illegal immigrants seems to be flocking our country (at least where I live), and overpopulate certain area and condos. I am truly disgusted. I do not know why the government don’t seems to control them from coming to Malaysia, and it’s getting worst since US launched war on Iraq for O.I.L and since Pak Lah is in office. I bet most of them who can afford to leave their country left their warring country to take refugee in ours.

The authorities seems to be giving them VISA without checking out their background and purpose of coming to Malaysia. Some claimed that they are student, and is currently studying ‘bla bla bla’ course at ‘bla blabla’ university or college. But from what I can see, most of them are not attending much lectures or tutorial. I’ve seen so many memos on ‘unsatisfactory attendance’ and ‘barring from taking exams’ being posted by their educational institution. (Okay, sometimes their letters are wrongly addressed, and I read some of it, so sue me! And don’t you dare ask me how do i know that they are foreigners. Aiya, see also know lah, Malaysian names and other nationality’s name are different wud!) If those people who come to Malaysia not for the purpose of studying, then what the hell are they doing here?

I’ll tell you people what they are doing here. They are creating mess in Malaysia, LITERALLY. And my eye sore at the very sight of it.  While most of these overgrown ‘students’ loiter almost everyday regardless of day or night, some of them are completely rude that they even smoke in the lift, and talk very loudly during the lift rides.

That is not all. They have the driving skill of tank drivers. They bang everywhere using their second hand local cars! I’ve seen so many Protons and Peroduas in such a pathetic state that I wonder if it still can be used. Most of these poor things belong to these people whom I dubbed as ‘tank drivers’.  I’m devastated to see national cars in such a state. it’s not as if our cars is of no quality. They do have quality. But these people drive the cars and bang everywhere, making it seems like Malaysian cars have no quality. There’s once, their youth decided to drive by reversing! They drive to the main road by reversing! IMAGINE THAT!
Hell, these people drive cars like driving tank and they are definitely tarnishing local cars image! And they have the cheek to sell it at high price when they they need to return to their country. Oh, dream on, suckers!

While some of their children do not attend school and pick up fight with Malaysian children most of the time, others attend ‘THEIR OWN SCHOOL’. What the fuck! I was aghast when I found out about this one fine morning during my breakfast at a mamak stall in front of my house. I was curious when I saw a huge bus stopping to take passengers, and when I observed carefully, none of these children are Malaysian kids. The whole bus is full of foreign children, wearing some sort of uniform that is definitely not for Malaysian school. And so, I decided to ask one of the Arabian over there. At first I thought these kids are going to International school or something. 

I was shocked when I was informed that these children are going to a school that their society decided to set up.( Their society set it up, not their embassy, mind you)  To my annoyance, I was also told that our government gave them approval to set up the school, and they have been offered the infrastructure. What’s worst, there’s not only one school, but a number of them! What the hell, they are making Malaysia like their own country!

Huh? What? Excuse me? I am missing something here. Why the hell they can easily build schools when there are many Chinese and Tamil schools are waiting for government’s approval? Hey, this is wrong! Malaysian kids should be given priorities. And don’t give me the crap that our kids needs to go to sekolah kebangsaan. To me, there’s nothing wrong with Chinese and Tamil school. I’ve seen Malay and Indian family opt sent their kids to Chinese school. Nothing wrong with that.

Then there’s permanent resident and citizenship issue. Some of these foreigners decided to fuck some of our half cooked brainless Malaysian and breed their spores! I heard they easily applied permanent resident and citizenship just by marrying a Malaysian. Wah, what the hell? So easy to get all the privilege! What the hell is our government and immigration doing? Sleep while endorsing citizenship/VISA documents?

I made a trip to a police station last month to report on my neighbor’s house being broken in, and guess what? i was told by the police that was  taking my complaints that crimes like robbery, break ins and rape involving foreigners and illegal immigrants are so high! I’m not going to deny their statistics. I’ve  been told just last week that a Chinese girl has been raped by some foreigners at the condo I’m living. God, can it get any worst?

Some of these foreigners don’t even speak English or Bahasa Malaysia even though they’ve been living here for a couple for years already. This aggravates me to no end. Hey, buffoons! You want to stay in Malaysia, at least learn some English or Bahasa! You are in other people’s country, creeps and you expect us to go and learn your language! And they have the cheek to vandalize  our infrastructure in public, where so many pairs of eyes are watching. These creeps, don’t even have discretion when they want to vandalize something. Oh well, this is what we get when we welcome uncivilized bastards from some terrorist country!

God, can this get any worst? Sometimes, when I walk around, I don’t feel like I’m in Malaysia anymore. I feel like I’m a foreigner in my own country, because almost everywhere I go, they seem to overshadows Malaysians.

 I shudder to think that one day,once they get enough of their ‘armies’ in Malaysia, they are going to infiltrate our defence and take over our country. (Eh, what defense? We already lack of defence since we allow so many of them here).

Cleffairy: Whoever said Malaysia is a multiracial country? Dumb idiots! Malaysia is a MULTINATIONAL country! Some sort of ‘International Rubbish Bin’ where anyone from whatever country can easily come and go as they pleased!

I found this article in The Star, and this annoy me as much as Anwar’s sodomy case. I call this one, absolute nuisance! I feel that the girl could do better to avoid getting raped.

Schoolgirl raped after slap threat

The girl reported to police that she followed her friend to the shopping complex at 2.15pm and when they were at an isolated spot in the complex, her friend demanded sex and threatened to slap her if she refused.

State CID chief Asst Comm Mohd Fauzi Abduri said the girl claimed she had initially refused to give in to her friend’s demand but was afraid that he would assault her and relented.

He added the girl lodged a police report at the Chukai police station at 3.25pm.

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Wah… the girl so clever, huh. She’s afraid of slap threat but was not afraid of having sex with a teenage boy. Hello, girl… it’s just a slap. It’s not that you’re held at gunpoint or there’s a whole gang of perverts waiting to rape you over there. I did not think a slap can actually kill. Why the hell she did not put up a fight? The article mentioned that she ‘initially refused’. What does that supposed to mean?

I think this is what probably happened:

Scene: At a staircase, Time: 2.15 pm ( HOI,It’s bright daylight! Why didn’t you attemp a scream or kick him in the crotch, idiot! And why the hell you follow the bastard to a secluded place? Were you looking for trouble?)

The guy: We’re alone here, let’s have sex.

The girl: No, no, I dowanna… people will see…don’t…I’m ashame

The guy: There’s no people here, faster take off your clothes!

The girl: No, no, I don’t want to.

The guy: DO IT OR I’LL SLAP YOU! FASTER! TAKE OF YOUR CLOTHES OR I’LL SLAP YOU BITCH~!

The girl:No, don’t we can’t what if people see?

The guy: There’s no people here, take it off or I’ll slap you! Let me have sex with you.

The girl: Please, don’t…this is my first time gentle with me. ( and she did ask she was told anyway without putting up a fight)

Now here’s the Bahasa Malaysia version of what might had happened. (pardon the language tho, I’m no expert in the dialect, Utara dialect, yes, but not Terengganu/Kelantan dialect)

The guy: Eh, takdok oreng kat sini…kita romen nak?

The girl: Tok se…tok se, aku tokmo,nanti oreng nampok,malu nanti!

The guy: Takdok oreng kat sini lah…cepat londeh bajumu! Aku nak romen mu!

The girl: Tok se, tok mo!

The guy: CEPAT LONDEH BAJUMU! CEPAT! AKU TAMPARMU BARU KO TAHU! POMPUE JAHANNE!

The girl: Tok leh, nanti oreng nampok macam mano!

The guy: Tak dok oreng kat sini, cepat, aku nak romen dengan mu! Cepat, aku tampar mu nanti!

The girl: Jange, jange…aku dara lagi…lembut sikit… ( okay people, this is where you use your imagination, I’m almost sick with my own imagination writing this up).

If you asked me, the girl probably want to have sex anyway, that is why she did not put up a good fight to protect her chastity. And she probably cried rape soon after because she’s afraid being found out orafraid  of getting pregnant or something.

Cleffairy: I think I’ll make alot of money if I sell pepperspray in these rural areas.